Can't sleep, again.
Jolene had been a really good girl today. She met her darlings for lunch way before lecture. O.o Lecture did I just went lecture?! Lol, yup I went today lar. At 2PM. Suppose to go to work today buttttttt, got a last minute sms from lady boss on my way to school to say today isn't my scheduled working day, and so.. It was pushed back to tomorrow. But too bad, it's sisters' day out yo. :D So I can't work! Neither can I attend programmers' outing to eat claypot rice as I promised both retards to go suffer together. HAHA. But then again.... I can't wait to get my booze, or soya bean drink and you tiao!!! HOMG. UBER DUPER CRAVING AT THIS UNEARTHLY HOUR :(
Anyway on a random note, there were many eye-rolling situations that happened this afternoon. The bloody crowded isle of business school, pack with us business students.... I can HARDLY squeeze my way through, then the bloody long queues for FOOD... And somethings which kinda upset me lar.. I know. I changed. Stop telling me so, 'cause I myself am not blinded by my own doings. I'm not stupid enough to do what you call stupid things, I know what I'm doing, and sometimes I don't need constant reminders to tell me what to do, and to tell me who I really am. Sometimes when we try too hard, we just crumble more. I don't blame anyone else for what has happened, I don't want to point fingers, NO. It just happened so that things turn out to be like this. None of us are pleased deep down, but is there really anything else we can do. I was long worn out by this issue.... Just that I kept silent all this while. I seriously don't have that initiative to open up. You know what I think is the best now, silence means EVERYTHING. Peace. I like it, and it doesn't matter if things get bottled up in me, that's my nature. But I do appreciate for caring, all for the good of my well-being. But to think how harsh words can sometimes be, I seriously don't need it.
After lecture, met up with the programmers for dinner and discussion. And back to school at 7 for mass debrief. Everything was such a bore, cycles and cycles of pointless nothings which was mentioned so. End up, I felt that, I FELT THAT, to me I had wasted my 3-4hours in school. And in conclusion with everything, I concluded that last night's mass debrief was officially pointless, meaningless, desultory. Period.
TA MA DE FUAD. I will never EVER forgive YOU. Thanks for picking your flatten pet cockroach chasing me down the isles of business school to the ladies'. Seriously THANK YOU. Disgusting.
Ok, I just made came out with a stupid idea. Stupid Jolene. :/ Oh well, hope all goes well later.
If you are able to pay me back my favour. I APPRECIATE IT. GOOD NIGHT :/
Stay with me?
Anyway on a random note, there were many eye-rolling situations that happened this afternoon. The bloody crowded isle of business school, pack with us business students.... I can HARDLY squeeze my way through, then the bloody long queues for FOOD... And somethings which kinda upset me lar.. I know. I changed. Stop telling me so, 'cause I myself am not blinded by my own doings. I'm not stupid enough to do what you call stupid things, I know what I'm doing, and sometimes I don't need constant reminders to tell me what to do, and to tell me who I really am. Sometimes when we try too hard, we just crumble more. I don't blame anyone else for what has happened, I don't want to point fingers, NO. It just happened so that things turn out to be like this. None of us are pleased deep down, but is there really anything else we can do. I was long worn out by this issue.... Just that I kept silent all this while. I seriously don't have that initiative to open up. You know what I think is the best now, silence means EVERYTHING. Peace. I like it, and it doesn't matter if things get bottled up in me, that's my nature. But I do appreciate for caring, all for the good of my well-being. But to think how harsh words can sometimes be, I seriously don't need it.
After lecture, met up with the programmers for dinner and discussion. And back to school at 7 for mass debrief. Everything was such a bore, cycles and cycles of pointless nothings which was mentioned so. End up, I felt that, I FELT THAT, to me I had wasted my 3-4hours in school. And in conclusion with everything, I concluded that last night's mass debrief was officially pointless, meaningless, desultory. Period.
TA MA DE FUAD. I will never EVER forgive YOU. Thanks for picking your flatten pet cockroach chasing me down the isles of business school to the ladies'. Seriously THANK YOU. Disgusting.
Ok, I just made came out with a stupid idea. Stupid Jolene. :/ Oh well, hope all goes well later.
If you are able to pay me back my favour. I APPRECIATE IT. GOOD NIGHT :/
Stay with me?
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